Meeting New People

I met 4 new people yesterday. I saw myself in different ways - i saw myself as helpful, as an interruptive headstrong nuisance, i saw similarity and difference, a couple wanted to see themselves through our eyes, i didn't - why? Will it help me? I feel not - will it help them? No - I met someone very interesting, and someone who i don't like - but i liked enough to listen to and to learn from - i meet quite a few people i don't like, but they are good for me - because i am not so nice either, i don't think i want to be nice necessarily - i used to be nice to everyone - but no - i hope i am helpful to most people, but i am not nice - i am coming further out - onto the ledge of life - just like everyone else, the world is not about being nice, the world is about being kind, honest, straight and most of all fluid - we met, we crossed, we moved on, no grudges, grudges only slow you down, free spirits can't hold grudges. I learnt how to connect and how to move on through.